Fights

Had a huge fight last nite again...Was already determined to let go but you said to give u one last chance....Chances... wonder how many times have u said tt before..

Sometimes I just wonder why am I still holding on... sometimes I dun have a single doubt in us... Sometimes...

Maybe I was not part of wat u went thru for the last 18 months... it is true.. but u were also not part of wat I went thru the last 18 months... I had a new job, I went to HK and stuff happened to my family.. u were not here for me too... Yes, u had to face a new environment, a new culture, a new country and with Jili passing... and yes, I was not part of all tt ... but so weren't u...

Loving u is not easy... Getting u to love me is even more difficult...